OK, deep breath! just listened to the ethereal music of the meditation, am tired of ignoring my Self, my Spirit and getting lost in the to-do's of home ownership, career, a wild, overgrown garden and love...oh love...sweet as it is.
Parenting half-time allows me much freedom, yet, the constant nag of worry is still there, even when my beautiful, talented and amazing daughters are with their dad. Being in relationship, as delight-filled and intimate and challenging as it is, will be on-hold while John leaves town for 2 weeks. Work is so crazy busy and deadline driven currently, I'm dropping balls...then to go to the mall and spend so much money! On myself! Guilt ridden and wondering where my discipline and resolve was ...I sit at t...