A year has zoomed by

Was shocked to see my last activity was nearly a year ago. I've had a very difficult time since early 2011 following the death of my father who was a primary abuser in my life. Had to deal with issues that had never surfaced previously. I've just completed working through a second wave of internal backlash. It is settling down now and the end of the month I am looking forward to having my final medical issue repaired.

Since Friday I've been watching the specials on 9/11, especially the information that was hidden in 2001 but now public. I also think I dissociated the event after living it along with the rest of the world that day live on television. Was glad to see the invitation to the 9/11 Intention Experiment and have signed up.

Am still awaiting the day when I can choose the day's agenda instead of it carrying me into a subconscious plan of processing some memory or lingering/surfacing emotions. My intention is to join all of you tomorrow and for the next week at 1 pm (my time). Am setting my phone alarm now. Hello to my friends here.